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Walk In Experiences
A Mother’s Perspective

I discovered that my son was a walk in when he was 9. I was angry and upset that the soul I had given birth to was no longer present and another soul now was. But I also knew that him having had a walk in also made perfect sense and I knew that such exchanges always happen for the highest good of all. It didn’t stop me experiencing a wide range of emotions though.

He walked in at around the age of 3. At that time we had moved house and he kept saying to me “Mummy, I want to go home, I’m beginning to forget God.” I thought he meant he wanted to go back to our previous home. I now realise that he meant he wanted to go back home to his soul, soul family and his Source.

Just weeks before I discovered that he was a walk in, he began chanting a mantra at bedtime as I was settling him. “Mother from another brother. Mother from another brother.” He also kept telling me that I was not his mum and that I hadn’t given birth to him. I remember feeling very hurt at the time but I now understand that he was trying to tell me that he is a walk in.

His “new” or current soul is very different to the previous one and I missed the qualities of the previous soul. I remember him changing almost overnight. He was previously very close to me with little connection to his dad and then he shifted his attention onto his dad. I felt sad at the time but accepted it thinking that it may have been a natural thing for a boy to do as a natural part of his growth.

As part of my own healing process I had to acknowledge the anger that I felt at this new soul and Spirit, the disappointment of not having said a conscious goodbye to the previous soul and a tremendous grief at having “lost” the previous soul from my life and the family.

I also spent some time meditating and connecting with the new soul to get a sense of what this new soul wanted and needed from me and the family unit. Photos of him as a baby were consequently taken down and several requests of a change in my behaviour were requested over a period of time whilst I adjusted.

Interestingly, when he was 11, it was my son who tried to tell me that I too am a walk in by chanting a further mantra (which I cannot remember now) Within 2 weeks I had also been given the information that I had walked in during June 2004. So, not only was he not the soul I’d given birth to, but neither was my current soul present at his previous soul’s birth!

It all makes for interesting family dynamics!
More experiences are currently being collated and will be posted up soon.